As the Deer..

Hmm.
pardon my absence these days..
i'm not in a really good circumstances here..
my eldest sister passed away..

2 days ago at the mortuary...
an instrument was played amidst the mourn...

it was a really tough moment for my family..
i can't bear,
it appeared like a dream..
it's all seems unreal..

well, it's really been my first experience at this kind of situation,
seeing her corp.. geez.
it's my sister.. i couldn't even believe it..
hope this is not a time twisting game.
a where-to-hit-the-ham circumstance.

oh, i've been a Christian for abt a whole lifetime..
and i really really sipping in this song,
but it has never been this awesome since...

it was in the mortuary played..
maybe no one realized..
but, it's His grace flowing upon us..
i can feel that...

As the deer panteth for the water,
So my soul longeth after You..
You alone are my heart's desire,
And i long to worship You..

You're my friend and You are my brother,
Even though You are a King..
And i love You more than any other,
So much more than anything..

You alone are my strength, my shield,
To You alone may my spirit yield..
You alone are my heart's desire,
And i long to worship You..

I want You more than gold or silver,
Only You can satisfy.
You alone are the real joy Giver,
And the apple of my eye.

what an awesome... super awesome God...